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I'm Trying
03:24
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I’m Trying
Made up my mine, no turning back
Shrug off those jokes, take some flak
Go the distance whatever that means
Get you back inside my dreams
I’m trying that’s a fact
I’m trying to win you back
Put on a tie play the fool
Do all those thing I know aren’t cool
I’m just a man so don’t expect too much
but I’ve got a major lovin’ crush
I’m not superstitious guy
But everybody knows bad luck comes in 3s
They took back the truck, the dog ran away
Then there’s that thing between you and me
Dance in a circle of flaming rocks
Put on 2 of the same damn sox
I’ve messed up before, now I’m coming clean
Show you that I really mean, I’m trying
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Top of My Cycle
05:16
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Top of My Cycle
Don’t mess with me, I’m feeling too good
Not out of it like you might have heard
It’s not that I’m antisocial at all
Hiding under my bed when you called
But I’m not ready to admit defeat
throw in the towel and hit the streets
May only be the pull of the moon that
got me out of my damn room
Not from a bottle, pill, or drug
Could be a blind stroke of luck
I hope it never stops
I’m at the …
top of my cycle, top of my cycle
top of my cycle, top of my cycle
Spinning thoughts loose in my head
A well-turned phrase that someone said
It wrestles with me it won’t stop
But this time I may come out on top
I’ve been known to rush into a fight
But not today not on your life
My courage’s up, defenses down
I don’t care if I end up on the ground
That sums it this story’s end
Join me up here all my friends
Sounds cliche but hell that’s fine
You didn’t have to call saved you the time
Close my eyes worse for wear
Go for broke cause I don’t care
count to ten and yelling loud
Because I’m just not scared right now
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What the Animal Looks Like
Strange little form out of the corner of my eye
no destination runs with all his might
tiny little head, barely walks upright
Take a good look, this is what the animal looks like
He roams this small planet barely has a thought
Can hardly remember any thing that he was taught
but he can do some damage, and I just might
Take a good look this is what the animal looks like
So bright the sun looks dim
Stars fade out next to him
For all he knows he’s doing his part
So damn bright but not too smart
Hold a conversation the cracks they start to show
Can’t speak out loud, with everything that he should know
Turn over a rock, he wiggles out of sight
Take a good look, this is what the animal looks like
What is the answer, we may never know
What holds the key to all this to and fro
I can never tell how I make it through the night
just take a good look, we are what the animal looks like
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Voodoo
03:49
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Voodoo
I was out late last night. sun’s long gone, moon is high
Street light bouncing off the trees
Drop to the ground I’m on both my knees
Yelling loud sounds in my ears, got a hold of my thoughts and fears
See myself on the ground
Someone in the shadows laughs without a sound
Keep the secret me and you
Don’t pretend we’ve got a clue
Spin around I almost see
Strange forces nothing’s guaranteed
Voodoo, don’t ask why
More than meets the eye
So now I understand why nothing ever goes as its planned, Voodoo
Speak in tongs from another land, then a shadow grabs my hand
In the air I try to think
I’m like a kite lost without a string
Holding me down below all the people see a town so rich in mystery
Not a care but the locals know
What is real and what really runs the show
Go ahead, ask a question just don’t expect to get an answer
There’s more out there than we know
So don’t wait roll the dice and take your chances and
what will be will be, lets just see
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Brand New Product
04:37
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Brand New Product
Starting day dreams is our right
Stand beside me through the fight, tonight
I don’t deny that it’s not gone
It might not right all that is wrong
Now that we’ve got everything we want
What are we going to do with it
we need a dark place we can haunt
And show off our brand new product
Two steps back and one step out
Overextended full of doubt, no doubt
Sordid mixture all our own
Only truth we’ve ever known
Burning coals a barefoot run
That might be the only point to the fun
Let’s make this one big mistake
show our hand and twist our fate
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Laugh Out Loud
04:07
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Laugh out Loud
Can’t help it, when I watch the news
I know it ’s not funny but all I can do
Look at all the big problems that we’ve got
I laugh at the most inappropriate things
When the movie is sad or when I hear the phone ring
It’s a short circuit the doctor said
I should cry but I laugh instead
I just laugh out loud
People give me the strangest looks
when I hear the politicians, liars and crooks
A medical condition in my head
I’m doubled over till my face is red
I’m at the circus surrounded by clowns
I really hope that it’s not as bad as it sounds
Maybe I fiddle while Rome burns
I try my best to live and learn and
Laugh out loud
We cause our own problems that’s a fact
Just say something stupid that you can’t take back
A permanent record when you speak out loud
But you got to protect yourself somehow
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Lightning
04:49
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Lightning
Burning thoughts I’ve tried but I can’t tame
The sun is out but I feel approaching rain
As long as I remember it won’t let me be
stick around too long you’re going to see
Don’t stand next to me ‘cause
Lightning won’t let me be
Keep away that’s all you can do
And don’t let me stand next to you
When you see me smile don’t dare hold your ground
When the darkness comes it’l bring us both way down
Don’t look me in the eyes you’ll see my tears
With the flame deep inside it knows my fears
Try to hide I know its starting to show
There’s something about me you just gotta know
Maybe it’s my attitude I was born this way
If I were you I’d turn and walk away
Somethings just not right
Dogs me all my life
That feeling I get you can’t talk me down
Just a matter of time
you don’t want me around
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Victim of Poor Choices
03:32
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Victim of Poor Choices
There was a time when I knew wrong from right
I should have run but I stayed despite
Backed against a wall, every day’s a fight
Victim of poor choices that hound me tonight
Tried to sell my soul but could find no one to buy
Line up in a row long face to identify
Try to hide my eyes, darkest blinding light
Victim of poor choices that hound me tonight
Look over my shoulder I just want to be free
I feel the ghosts of my past chasing me
If you play the game it’s high time you come clean
Don’t know where you are nightmare or a dream
Don’t know where to turn, a shadow in moonlight
Victim of poor choices that hounds me tonight
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My own Murder
There’s a secret I wish I knew, riddle waiting for a clue
About one untimely end, by a lover or a friend
Shot rang out deep in the night, blinding flash burning light
Then I fell to the ground, deafening thud without a sound
Tragic news today, the mystery won’t go away
I just sit here and wonder, ‘bout how to solve my own murder
Every night and every day, wait and see what may lay
All the courage I could spare, sweat and toil doesn’t compare
Miss my wife, friends and dog, it seems I’m in a distant fog
Loved my life while it was here, what’s left can’t conjure a tear
Maybe I planned it all along, my demise just for this song
Rack my brain try to think, or just have another drink
This nagging question fills my mind, did I plan my own demise
But the wheel goes round and round, even when you’re under ground
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Neil Jacobson New York, New York
Neil Jacobson is a seasoned performer, composer, and music-industry survivor. During his career, he has produced emerging rap artists, composed extensively for television, and has even developed numerous animated TV series. A native New Yorker, Neil instills the passion, energy, hopes, and fears of the city into his music. His unique outlook and delivery has won him a legion of dedicated fans. ... more
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